My parents have been planning on moving to Arizona for quite a long time. A few days ago they got an actual concrete date for moving from my dad’s job: March 29th. Since I found that guy I really like, I was torn up as fuck inside because I want to go to Arizona but I didn’t want to leave him. So today I broke down and we ended up clarifying things. It turns out he doesn’t want a relationship. He said he’s not in a position to be in a relationship, I guess because of mental health issues or something. And I’m “just a friend who gives great hugs” so that’s that. I have no reason to stay here. I’m going to put in my 2 weeks at work and I’m going with my parents when they leave.
On a side note, is it bad that I’m already thinking of giving my ex a second chance? Like, I want to tell him that if he really wants me back (he still loves me) then he’s going to move to Arizona with me. I think moving would be good for him anyways. His life has stagnated where he is now.